July 12, 2021🕊

7/12/21… 9:20 AM… I will NEVER ever forget this day, 1 year ago…
The physical grip of my Mom holding my hands here on earth loosened and she transition to be with her Mom🕊

At 9:18 AM, my Mom called for her Mom.
At 9:20 AM, she took her last breathe and joined her Mom and a host of our loved ones in heaven🕊🕊🕊

How do I know? Because I was right there. Literally right by her side. My Mom was not verbal the days leading up to her transition. At 9:18 she said her last word which was “Mom”. In that moment, I was sitting in the chair that was permanently positioned right next to her bed about to eat a breakfast sandwich from WaWa because I had not eaten very much the days before. She was either seeing her Mom and/or she was getting my attention to say her Goodbyes. We did not know when it was going to be her time but we knew it was coming. My Mom fought so hard. That battle was so hard. I promised my Mom that I was going to be by her side and wasn’t leaving. She knew I was there. As I looked at my Mom not sure what was going on, one tear fell down the right side of her face. I told her I was right here with her and asked her why she was crying. She took a few breathes like a baby, and that was it. My Mom was gone💔🕊

To be the person to call death on your MOTHER💔… My heart is so broken. A year later and my heart hurts the same.

I need my Mom! I need her! It’s not fair. She still had so much life left. I sit and think about all that my Mom went through the years prior and I get so angry because my Mom truly did not deserve to go through what she did. My Mom expressed to me being scared and not wanting to leave us. She was scared of, and thought about how I was going to be once she was no longer here. My Mom was fighting a hard battle and she was worried about me, my Dad, my siblings, her grandkids, and family. Even on her death bed my Mom was being a Mom. Thank you Mommy!🤞🏽🙏🏾❤️

She told me, “Dani, once I am gone, I will always be with you. Whenever you need me all you have to do is look up. Look up Dani and I will be that angel over your shoulder. When you feel pressure that is me. When you feel a breathe/wind on you, that is me. I am right there.”  -Mommy❤️

Mom, I miss you! I miss you!  I will never stop thinking about you. I will never stop looking for you. I will never stop needing you. I will never stop! My heart aches Mom. I love you always and forever! You are ONE of ONE爛 Until we meet again Mommy💔🙏🏾❤️🕊