Two, twenty two, twenty two on a Tuesday (“Twos”day)… I miss you Mommy!

Dear Mommy,

I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss everything about you mommy! I miss your smile, I miss your laugh, I miss your hug, I miss your touch, I miss your voice, I miss your knowledge and wisdom. I miss running errands. I miss your hone cooking. As much as I didn’t want to go to Boscovs as a kid, I’d give anything to go with you now. Mom, I simply miss everything about you.

I wish I could go back to when everything was all good. MOM I MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Mom, the days have been hard on me. Just like the day you left me, Some days I can’t seem to catch my breathe. Reality sets in that you really aren’t here anymore.

I hope you know and feel that I did all that I could do for you. The late nights, missed events, sleepless nights, hospital stays, tears, pain etc were tough but I’d do it all over again. I promised you that you would never be alone and I made sure of that. Down to your very last breathe, I was there.

The days are hard Mom, and I miss you deeply. But I must keep my promise to you to “keep going up.” I’m going to make you proud Mom. Just continue to hold my hand Mommy, and be that whisper over my shoulder. I have some things in the works Mom, and I am very proud of me. I’ve been working on bettering me Mommy, and climbing out of that dark hole that I’ve been in. Just like we talked about Mom, everyday is a new day to try try again, and to keep getting better. I love you always, Forever, and always another day!

Ps: Faith is in good hands. We all love her just as much as you do. Oh and she is potty trained outside. She is crushing on some little boy Yorkie that she sometimes sees outside lol. She is my right hand and stays by my side. She is little but mighty with a big heart. Thank you for trusting me and the family to care for her.