Note to my tired, overwhelmed, stressed out self!

When I say I feel like life is throwing lemons at me really really hard, believe me when I say I feel like life is hitting me with really hard un-riped lemons.

Now yes I know my life is not as bad as some. I have it great compared to others. But when you are the one wearing your shoes at that moment you feel like you are just going through it and you just cant seem to make the lemonade from all of the lemons being thrown at you.

As selfish as it may seem when you are going through it you have to focus more on yourself and just a little less on others because you are no good for others if you are no good for yourself.

Note to self,

Its ok to get off track just reposition your self and start over. Hit go and don’t stop. Plant your feet, drive them, and push forward.

I know it is hard as hell and you have fallen a million times. You will probably fall a million more times but get back up a million and one times.

This is all apart of your test to see how strong you really are. Will you be weak and stay down or be strong and get back up?

You are tired, stressed, angry, one more fuck up or fall before you decide to give up. But think about this, if you give up how will you know if the next try is the try that will get you were you need to be?

The only way to know is to always try one more time… You got this, your future depends on you trying just one more time.

Remember this: what is meant for you will not come easy, you have to work your ass off for it. But if it is for you, it will be yours. Believe that and believe in yourself.

Trust me! I say this because I myself am going through it big tine. I am still trying to find my way.

Very often I find myself wanting to give up. Why? Because that is the easy thing to do. I am tired and frustrated as hell but do you know what? I have to fight, I have to push. Why? Because I deserve to see and know exactly just how strong I am and to reach my full potential.

The easy answer is to say that people rely on me, which is true. But more importantly I have to do this for me. If I give up on me, what does that say about me? Giving up tells me that I am a quitter and I am not a quitter. I refuse to quit, I refuse to give up on me.

As I always say, these are just my thoughts because I am… Just me, MsDraya!