I am mad! I am angry! I am sad! I am a lot of things right now as I sit here. People say they want honesty, well here you go. I apologize in advance for my frustration because this here is real and you can’t sugar coat or water down real.
I am so sick and tired of the shit that is going on in this country and around the world. There is no way we should still be fighting and divided the way we are. There is no reason to explain the crimes, the violence, the division that is going on every single day in this present day. I mean damn can we get a break? Can we get along? What the hell is going on? Why? What is the purpose? Can we just stop and come together?
I challenge you to turn on the TV, watch the news, log into your social media apps, Facebook, instagram, Google, pick up a news paper, whatever else and see how many days you can go without seeing a senseless murder, children being bullied leading to suicide, racism, hate, abuse, rape, drugs, whatever other crime is out there. Lets see how many minutes, hours or days will go by. Do you know want the sad part is? You can’t! The world we live in today it is almost impossible to go a day, a half a day or even fifteen minutes without seeing this nonsense somewhere. Do you know what else is sad? The fact that no matter how innocent you may be, you are not exempt. Why? Because some people are so damn cruel and heartless that they could careless about any life that is not theirs. And do you know what? I am so damn sick and tired of it.
Why do I have to live my life afraid? Why? I don’t do anything wrong. I live my Life as a law abiding citizen, but myself and others have to live in fear of what might happen when we walk out of the door or live our daily lives. I am so sick and tired of the bad shit and people walking the streets, then the innocent get caught in the cross fire. This is not the way we should have to live. No one should have to live their life in fear. No one should have to receive a phone call or message with any type of bad news because of nonsense and people who don’t care enough about themselves that they have to bring other people into it.
Its like as much as you try to ignore and stay away from the nonsense, you keep hearing about a new situation. You build up this anger and sadness because the shit keeps happening. The fact that people are dying angers me. I am mad! I am angry! I am sad! Honestly, I am not sure if I am more angry or sad or an even balance of both angry and sad. I am just so tired of the bullshit. When will it stop? Damn! It’s happening to the point that you can no longer stay silent, you can no longer ignore it. We have to speak up and say something. The sad part is that you have to live with uncertainty. You have to live with this question right here, Could I be next? All I can say is, “Damn, Not fair!”
I just hate to see people divided the way we are. As long as we let people divide us that is what will happen. Change needs to happen and it needs to happen now. Some won’t agree with me and some will. We have to stop talking about our differences and point out our similarities. Because whether you want to believe it or not love will always conquer hate. In my book love wins, love will always win. We humans deserve to live. Now lets stop this nonsense and lets all get along. Life is to short not to live while we are here. I am tired of just existing, I want to live together with everyone and yes I mean everyone, everywhere in peace.
Now, in no way am I making this a this or that thing. This is strictly a how I am feeling thing, a what is right and wrong thing. I am just so tired of the same crazy nonsense happening. I know this may seem impossible, far fetched, but it is worth a try. If we don’t do it for ourselves we need to do it for our children who have to live here also. We should be creating a better society for our future. And whatever this is that is going on is not it. We have to do better!
Can we please stop the violence, stop the nonsense and give peace a chance? They say hate is a very strong word and I don’t hate, but I do hate the violence, the hate, the racism, the hurt, the pain that I see people suffer with every single day. Its just not fair! Its not right! If we just come together and realize that we are one, change can happen for the better. This might seem impossible, but a girl can dream and wish right? All I want is peace for everyone around the world!
I’m tired of being sick and tired. I mean damn! It’s not fair! We need to stop the violence! We need to come together and live as one, because we only have one life and we all deserve to be here.
This is just a piece of angry honesty!
As I always say… These are just my thoughts! Because I am… Just me, MsDraya!